omfg i feel like i’m being such a bad person but g o d
so i saw the avengers twice already and i think that i hit my peak of enjoyment in the second viewing (it’s good but it’s not as good as like, thor was)
but i have this friend who i go through phases of with being super mega annoyed by her and being okay with her
and i’m really not being mean or anything here but
she has no one else outside of the internet who talks to her except for me
and she keeps whining about how she really wants to go see the avengers
and even though i actually have no money and my dad still has no decent job and my mum’s struggling a bit financially i said okay to kind of shut her up
i just
omg
she’s really desperate and clingy
and i kind of don’t want her to see the avengers and i don’t want her to see batman or anything
because comic books and superheroes is MY thing
and she has supernatural which i was kind of interested in for a while but i’ve been put off by the shitheap that is the fandom
anyway
i just don’t want her to ruin it
also i just got really annoyed because she sent me a message that said “CAN YOU GIVE ME A LIFT TO THE TRAIN STATION I DON’T WANT TO WALK”
okay i know it’s like two miles to the train station from her house but i really don’t know what to say
something like:
“i can’t give you a lift because my brother is driving and he actually hates you, like he would gladly tear your face off for fun . also you should walk because you’re fat and even though you keep boasting that you lost 20lbs it doesn’t really make a difference when you’re like 5’5 and still weigh about 180”
i am
a terrible person
